Log from July 30th:
It’s taken some time to absorb the
fact that, according to my Mistress, I am a Vessel. If she were to be with me, part
of the Red Cap would be absorbed into me. Our power would be shared –
perhaps not one in the same, for I don’t believe there could be another
who is more powerful than my Mistress – and…
I would no longer be her Priestess. The
ground between us would be more equal.
I have decided never to ask such a thing
of her. She needs me, exactly as I am. Besides…I kind of enjoy being a
celebrity among Scarlet-marked, but I don’t think I could handle being
their ‘mistress’, also.
Especially since…I don’t think
I could deal with touching a man in any intimate way. It just makes me squirm.
You know, you people really should invest in a fucking dental dam.
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